Hug Myself​.​.​.​All The Time

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After an epic saga of line up changes, witches, babies, near death combat, a stint of blindness and people jumping out of burning buildings. “Hug Myself…All the Time” is finally here!

"This long awaited release is a nod to our stonerrock roots, but takes it further, harder, darker. The riffs are massive. It has large beautiful parts and thrashes all at the same time!” says Sina.

The album is the masterful studio creation of BOTTOM, co-produced by Sina d'Crime and Billy Anderson (Mr. Bungle, Neurosis, Sleep, Melvins, HighOnFire). We credit Billy Anderson as the fifth Beatle for obvious reasons. Plus, he did jump out of a burning building with the only copy!

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released July 10, 2014

Sina : Lungs+Axe+Volume
Kevn Hardicus : Low Tones
Kevin Swartz : Battery - Tracks: 3,4,5,10
Chris Colebourn : Trap+Samples - Tracks: 1,2,6,7,8,11,12,13
Magali Sanscartier : Gypsy Fiddle - Tracks: 6,12
Billy Anderson : Doom Vox, 5th Beatle- Tracks 1,11

Co-Produced by Sina & Billy Anderson - Tracks: 1,2,6,7,8,9,11,12,13
Engine-Eared by Billy Anderson
Recorded @Sharkbite Oakland CA
Mixed @Sharkbite Oakland CA & Everything HZ Portland OR

Produced by Sina - Tracks: 3,4,5,10
Engineered by Tecate Rob Preston
Recorded @GetReel San Francisco CA

Mastered by Tecate Rob @GetReel, SF, CA
Music by BOTTOM. Lyrics by Sina
“A Perfect Vacuum” painting courtesy of Jeremey Geddes
Artwork by Sina

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nate: rumble.growl
kevin: battery

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Track Name: Lifer
loathe abhor despise u
u hate everything n me
day it twists n turns 2 knives
all in the back of the corner of the mind
blood in my name

awe u got me wrong
u got me fooled in yr idiots town
hung drawn n quarter in the corners of the mind
i declare im not the phoenix of war
all just for yr shitstorm

kiss it goodbye as its welcoming
i hope u sleep at night as its wakened me
i hope that u r alive as its killing me
i hope this mends everything as its broken me
it has broken me
Track Name: Dead2U
dead2u
ruins remain where a temple once stood
broken a sacred word broken in 2
u asked 2 believe in u
n promised ud die for me 2
Y die 4 u?
when I’m dead 2 u
lying next to me, stories beautiful yet untrue
its deceiving, y I can’t let go of u
bury me in dirt n watch me stop breathing
walk away with my heart still beating
y die 4 u?
when I’m dead 2 u
i can’t live in dirt
suffocate
exhumed
y die 4 u?
I’m dead 2 u
Track Name: In An Instant
Aint Waiting for a come 2 jesus
Aint waiting for the devil knocking at my door
Feels like there’s no 2morrow
Feels like the seals about 2 crack
Better separate myself from darkness
Better 2 be chasin’ than dragin’
Running twards a wall of bullets
Rushing twards a solo death

Sleep when I die
I’m not dead, but I’ve been trying
Feels so alive
It’s just a part of me cracked in my head


In silience before the storm
There is a down of breath
As we dwell on efforts of peace
Our conscious is at rest
Maybe for u theres 2morrow
Maybe you see it different
A grave is very shallow
We r gone in an instant

Sleep when I die
I’m not dead, but I’ve been trying
Feels so alive
Its just a part of me cracked in my head
I feel so at ease
Surrounded by a world of chaos n unrest
Sleep when I die
I’ve been trying but I’m not dead
Just yet.
Track Name: Pale Horsemen
pale horsemen
as sun turns dark
full moon 2 blood
prepare 4 terror
supposin knot 2 care. i cry
we lay dying
no 1 fn gives a shit
no 1 fn cares
end the fn world is comin
the end is fn here
this is r war
these r hour lies
this is r greed
we’r askin 2 die…..
jaded in a world gone crazy
im not motivated cuz im 2 damn lazy
2 care about the world
wish i had the time
but im riding pale on a high horse
in pre-dawn hours
locust should sound
cancers of war
tanks roll on and on. 4 y?
we r dying
no 1 fn gives a shit
no 1 fn cares
end the fn world is comin
do you even care?
this is r word
these r blood lines
these r world crimes
we r pretendin 2 hide…
im jaded
in a world gone crazy
im not motivated cuz im 2 damn lazy
to care about yr world
wish we had the time
but im ridin a pale horse
we cud b drifting
4 years 2 come
this chance voided
didn’t want 2 hear u
yet ya beckoned on n on
u don’t know the war u brought on
this is r war
this r life line
this is r earth
we r willin 2 die?
ride on, pale horse
Track Name: Scare My Friends
Scare my friends
social dysfunction makes me hide n be afraid
n your malfunction makes me sabotage the day
corporate prison rapes my soul 8 hours a day
chemical addiction melts my brains n mind away
melts my brains n mind away
melts my brains n mind away

psycho: i hug myself all the time
perverse: close my eyes pretend im blind
disturbed: all I think is dirty words
blacked out: 2morrow I pretend im fine
I scare my friends enuff

mental malfunction: i spin n while the days away
while political agenda corrupts the minds of youth 2day
spiritual affliction: i have no soul 2 sell anyway
chemical addiction melts my brains and mind away
melts my brains and mind away…

oblivion: u wont 4get I cant recall
defense: it’s easier 2 build up wall
sicko: I rape myself when i close my eyes
suicide: 2morrow I pretend im fine
i scare my friends enuff

beat up myself all the time
I lost myself, lost my mind
i scared my friends scared enough

i hug myself all the time
once in awhile I feel fine
Ive scare myself scared enuff
Track Name: 'iz-my-ill
‘Z-my-ill (smile)
once upon a time
everythin yeah it was fine
once in a while
i smile like a lil child
mayb sumday
everythin would b ok
maybe sumtime
everythin it would b fine
once in awhile
smile like a lil child
this is not me
this is aint my life
please come take me
this is aint my life
once upon a time
everythin yea it was fine
once in awhile
smile like a lil child
………
Track Name: Dig My Own Grave
Dig my own grave
Now are end of days
Not your should to save
I dig my own grave

Caste down
Lost fate
I should have known better
Doing what I’m supposed to
Disguise my faith from you
I look alive
But I’m dead

Dig my own grave
Now are end of days
Not your blame, I’m shamed
I dig my own grave

Thank you for your blessing/ ass kicking
It makes me be stronger
This is the happy ending
That I’m supposed to see
My brains decorate the walls

Dig my own grave
Now are end of days
Not your blame, I’m shamed
I dig my own grave

Ain’t no happy ending
Have a happy ending
Aint no happy ending

Dig my own grave
Now are end of days
Not your blame, I’m shamed
I dig my own grave
Track Name: i-2-i
i2i (r-me of 1)
strapped down tight
wish 4 death @ night
face2face i2i
reaper grins with delight
…standin as an r.me of 1
I hide plain site
we never seen i-2-i
luv u but im paralyzed
fooled by the tricks in my mind

voices shatter mind
pray 2 god again 4 life
breath2breath i close my eyes
a kiss of death b my d.light
… to fall in a grave 4 1.

I hide plain site
we never seen i-2-i
luv u but im paralyzed
fooled by the tricks in my mind
If u died 2night who would cry?

u aint my friend now

embrace yr doom
sacred nuthin
silent vigil
these words live til dust
Track Name: Ode
damn u 2 hell if it was up 2 me
yr serpentine tongue spits lies n deceit
when u die ill be laughing @ yr grave
while karma kicks u in2 place
do on2 others as u want done
pathetic poser is yr fn Swan Song
people like u have fucked this place
u’re the downfall of r human race

see u in hell

now uve got yrself 2 blame
even nailed me 2 the cross
my anthem remains the same
hows yr paradise lost?
if its up 2 me ud burn in hell
but u aint worth much not even a soul 2 sell
masquerade around the apple of my eye
truth kills now I will watch u die
u made yr bed now lay in it
its not my fault its a heap of shit
as stories go we were thick as thieves
just a graveyard of bitches
no tombstone please

burn in hell

now uve got yrself 2 blame
even nailed me 2 the cross
my anthem remains the same
hows yr paradise lost?

FUCK YOU n the ass u rode in on,
u probably fucked that 2!
Track Name: mortl n.m.e.
mortl nme
pay back is a bitch
with vengeance i watch u twitch
n squirm as u fall apart
karma finishes what u start

death becomes u fine
in fire 2 boil is a long time
lie cheat steal kick u when u r down
what comes around comes around right back.

never forget never regret
look in2 my eyes
the end has come, yr time is done
know that u r mine
never forget never regret
look in2 my eyes
the end has come i have won
know that u have met yr
mortl nme

out of my life
get out my of life
1 of us has got2 die

Mortl.
Track Name: SiNiCl
SiNiCl-force 2 be wreckoned
cant separate myself from darkness
cant separate myself from pain
some folk call me General Skeletal.
@ times i think im generally insane
born in2 a world of disaster
walking in a land of hate n rage
wakened 2 a place where compassion is last here
i cant relax while songs remain the same
hate the hate, love the hater
hate the sin, love the sinner
fight the fight, love the fighter
stand 4 honor, take the shot
i-4-i a blindmans plot
all 4 1, 1 4 all
things are impossible until they r not

can’t separate 1self from karma
the truth steamrolls like a train
only fools believe escape possible
faulty notions like diverting rain
born in2 a place of dishonor
thriving in a land with acid rain
welcomed 2 the world, kindness is 4gotten
i will rot be4 letting sleeping dogs lay
hate the hate, ill hate the hater
damn the sin, i damn the sinner
fight good fight, fight the strong
stand 4 honor, stand up 2 wrong
i-4-i fight fire with fire
be a skeptic/sinic, the night shows long
hate is impossible until its gone

force 2 be wreckoned
Track Name: Smudge
loathe abhor despise u
u hate everything n me
day it twists n turns 2 knives
all in the back of the corner of the mind
blood in my name

awe u got me wrong
u got me fooled in yr idiots town
hung drawn n quarter in the corners of the mind
i declare im not the phoenix of war
all just for yr shitstorm

kiss it goodbye as its welcoming
i hope u sleep at night as its wakened me
i hope that u r alive as its killing me
i hope this mends everything as its broken me
it has broken me