Feels So Good When You're Gone

by BOTTOM

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released June 1, 2001

Feels So Good When You’re Gone
Music by Sina and BOTTOM
Lyrics by Sina
BOTTOMusic Publishing 2001
MansRuin Records 2001
Recorded at Sharkbite, Oakland, CA
Produced and Engine-Ear-ed by Billy Anderson

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kevin: battery

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Track Name: hell.of.a.life
BOTTOM : hell.of.a.life

fresh bleeding Jesus outside my door
gotta save yourself, I heard not once before

ain’t it a hell.va.life

flying high, Out of control
feeling fine, No regrets to hold

not like the movies, I ain’t lit that bright
demons are inside me, skeletons come out in the light
oh---aint it a hell of a life
Track Name: Forever Gone
BOTTOM: Forever Gone

I belong
Never coming back cuz Im forever lost
Seems like I been needin to be leaving
Seems like all my dreams were eating me alive
I want to go Home Sweet Home
Take me Home Sweet Home

And I.ve been gone
Never coming back cuz I been actin wrong
Feels like I been wantin to be dying
Feels like only my dreams are keeping me alive
I want to go Home Sweet Home
Take me Home Sweet Home

You can never go home again.
You can never go home again.
You can never go home again.
Track Name: x on yr hed
BOTTOM : X on yr hed

x on yr hed
you should be dead
living the life of sin
this is skinny living
Im just the magnet
Im just that kinda monster
Id kill to get off this planet
I seek that kinda horror..yea.

We were raised by the titans roar
Taking the “Bull-god” by its horn
Gone to hell and back, my friend.
Skinny living… we.ll ride again.

I see you twitch
You can.t handle this
They want to be your friend
But they.re not your type
Im just that kinda of angel
Im just that kinda addict
I seek that kinda action
I dig that kinda horror…yea.

We were raised by the titans roar
Taking the “Bull-god” by its horn
Gone to hell and back, my friend.
Skinny living… we.ll ride again.

I was raised by the titans roar
Taking the “Bull-god” by its horn
Gone to hell and back, my friend
Skinny living… I.ll ride again.
Track Name: Love Song 2 no 1
BOTTOM : Love Song 2 no 1

My heart.s tied to a kite string
Tuggin a knot up from me cunt
Caught my feet in the concrete
An easy target to degut
You.re scared beyond recognition
And been kicked in the teeth
You.re so misunderstood
Like fire bleach and gasoline
Sing your love song to no one
This is the love song
Sing your love song to no one
Sing your DUMB song

Chain my veins to a sump-pump
Crank it full bore an hour
Spin my head like a windmill
Hang my insecurities from a tower
They say you aint gonna make it
Look at all the damage that.s become
It feels so good to be sedated
It feels so good when your gone
Sing your love song to no one
This is the love song
Sing your love song to no one
Sing your DUMB song
Track Name: got meth.
BOTTOM : got meth.

This is a plea from you to me
Just let me sleep, I aint what you see
Never worse, never had much luck
It hurts real bad, it hurts like fuck………………………
Now. Are you having fun, Now?

Clusterfucks stained like nicotine
You wear the scars that you need
Pay your dues and pay twice
We.re so thrilled to have a sacrifice…..
Now.
Are you having fun Now?

This is a plea from me to you
Fists, lies and teeth aint how I want to love you
Wish you the best, wish I could explain
Wish I could forget how I learned to dig pain
how did I learn to dig pain…………………?

Dont waste yr breath, wasting my time
Blowin smoke where the sun dont shine
I hate to love cuz I love to hate
Didn’t want you, didnt want a soul mate
Lost my cool, lost my mind
Fuck my heart, fuck what.s left

Now I hate to love and I love to hate
Are you havin fun now?

Just wasting yr breath, wasting my time
Blowin smoke where the sun dont shine
I hate to love cuz I love to hate
Didnt want you, didnt want a soul mate
Lost my cool, lost my mind
Fuck my heart, fuck whats left?
Fucking whats left?
Fuck whats left.
Track Name: death spin
BOTTOM : death spin

I’m an American
Just like my countrymen
Dehumanized, demoralized and capitalized for you
Are you prepared to fight
Are you prepare to die
And if you die tonight
And who’s gonna cry when
All’s fair in war but
How do you even the score
And satisfy their appetite to kill down humanity
Eye for an eye, they’ll take you die or alive
Tooth for tooth the deals down out to get you
They’ll tear you apart tear you limb by limb
Tie you down to see if you can swim
It’s killing me where it hurts
It's taken me a turn for the worse
It’s killing me
It’s killing me and making it easier to leave this earth

I’m just like the rest of man
Doing the best I can
Desensitized, dissatisfied and sanitized for you
Do you ever find
It’s all up in your mind
And freedom’s a special kind
Of prison, or so they say
For better and worse
I’ll kiss you where it hurts
So long as you are kissing me to kill down society
Eye for an eye, they’ll take you die or alive
Tooth for tooth the deals down out to get you
They’ll tear you apart, tear you limb by limb
Tie you down to see if you can swim
It’s killing me where it hurts
It's taken me a turn for the worse
It’s killing me
It’s killing me and making it easier to leave this earth
Track Name: Meatbuzz
BOTTOM : Meatbuzz

I hate myself
Love you like no one else. It.s bliss
I sit in silence
I think of violence and like it
Feel I feel like jumping..
Things taste the same
Sorry, I forgot your name
Angel with deformed wings
…wish I could fly away

Red light flatters you
Blue pills alter moods of gray skies
I work like a slave
I live and fuck somedays, I’ll die
It's alright, it's alright in fairy light…
Everything is not okay
…wish I had the right thing to say

Step aside before the wrecking ball
Wishful thinking still I miss you
Thumb a ride out towards paradise
Somewhere there must be beauty
Wish sometimes I.d catch you when you fall
But as you see, I.m not that fancy
Lick your wounds as you need
The taste of blood has turned me predator
Fucked up I frolic for fun
I like to play with strangers
I like to play with guns
I feel alive

Step aside before the wrecking ball
Wishful thinking, still I miss you
Thumb a ride out towards paradise
Somewhere there must be beauty
Wish sometimes I.d catch you when you fall
But as you see, I.m not that fancy
Lick your wounds as you need
The taste of blood has turned me predator
Track Name: Tower XVI
BOTTOM : Tower XVI

Come over here
Look the devil in the eye
Give it your best shot
Aw….you gotta try
Are you out for a good time
Or up to no good
When the demons awake in you
Does it feel better than it should
Feels better than it should
Aint’ it just a good time

Come a little closer
No need to be afraid
The sooner it takes you
The sooner you’ll be fine
Does your blood run cold
Does it tickle your spine
The sooner I take you
You’ll be so glad to survive
Ain’t it just a good time

There’s no turning back
You’ve crossed over the line
Walk in the darkness
Running scared, running blind
Traded it all for riches so kind
Turned your heart cold stone
Ain’t it just a good time.
Track Name: Angermeistar
BOTTOM : Angermeistar

Someone.s sprinkling you with sugar
Some say the world has lost it.s heart
Someone.s making love with a Luger
And I have cancer of every part
Still I daydream like medusa
To dance face to face to the sound of flutes
I got nightmares in the day and they.re for real
Still I hope karma comes soon
This ain.t living
There.s something missing still
It.s not my soul cuz so long ago
It said see ya in hell till then I wish you well

Nothing lasts forever
Not even the echo of goodbye
Though I.ll miss you forever
I wear my best disguise
To smile sweetly for the polaroid
Kiss the phone after we speak
I wish it could help fill the void
Hope it helps you get what you need
Well I.m too tired to hunt for supper
And too hungry to sleep
I wish doomsday would already get here
Cuz it.s gettin hard to breathe
This ain.t living
There.s something missing still
It.s not my soul cuz so long ago
It said see ya in hell till then I wish you well

Got my hand on a cheap vacation
To take the edge off as I watch the world crack
Close my eyes to the situation and let everything turn black
This ain.t living
There.s something missing still
It.s not my soul cuz so long ago
It said see ya in hell till then I wish you well

So bring your voodoo down
Stir up your witchcraft
If ya crack that spell
Guinea pig me for happiness
And wish me well