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Hug Myself​.​.​.​All The Time

by BOTTOM

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1.
Lifer 03:48
loathe abhor despise u u hate everything n me day it twists n turns 2 knives all in the back of the corner of the mind blood in my name awe u got me wrong u got me fooled in yr idiots town hung drawn n quarter in the corners of the mind i declare im not the phoenix of war all just for yr shitstorm kiss it goodbye as its welcoming i hope u sleep at night as its wakened me i hope that u r alive as its killing me i hope this mends everything as its broken me it has broken me
2.
Dead2U 05:38
dead2u ruins remain where a temple once stood broken a sacred word broken in 2 u asked 2 believe in u n promised ud die for me 2 Y die 4 u? when I’m dead 2 u lying next to me, stories beautiful yet untrue its deceiving, y I can’t let go of u bury me in dirt n watch me stop breathing walk away with my heart still beating y die 4 u? when I’m dead 2 u i can’t live in dirt suffocate exhumed y die 4 u? I’m dead 2 u
3.
Aint Waiting for a come 2 jesus Aint waiting for the devil knocking at my door Feels like there’s no 2morrow Feels like the seals about 2 crack Better separate myself from darkness Better 2 be chasin’ than dragin’ Running twards a wall of bullets Rushing twards a solo death Sleep when I die I’m not dead, but I’ve been trying Feels so alive It’s just a part of me cracked in my head In silience before the storm There is a down of breath As we dwell on efforts of peace Our conscious is at rest Maybe for u theres 2morrow Maybe you see it different A grave is very shallow We r gone in an instant Sleep when I die I’m not dead, but I’ve been trying Feels so alive Its just a part of me cracked in my head I feel so at ease Surrounded by a world of chaos n unrest Sleep when I die I’ve been trying but I’m not dead Just yet.
4.
pale horsemen as sun turns dark full moon 2 blood prepare 4 terror supposin knot 2 care. i cry we lay dying no 1 fn gives a shit no 1 fn cares end the fn world is comin the end is fn here this is r war these r hour lies this is r greed we’r askin 2 die….. jaded in a world gone crazy im not motivated cuz im 2 damn lazy 2 care about the world wish i had the time but im riding pale on a high horse in pre-dawn hours locust should sound cancers of war tanks roll on and on. 4 y? we r dying no 1 fn gives a shit no 1 fn cares end the fn world is comin do you even care? this is r word these r blood lines these r world crimes we r pretendin 2 hide… im jaded in a world gone crazy im not motivated cuz im 2 damn lazy to care about yr world wish we had the time but im ridin a pale horse we cud b drifting 4 years 2 come this chance voided didn’t want 2 hear u yet ya beckoned on n on u don’t know the war u brought on this is r war this r life line this is r earth we r willin 2 die? ride on, pale horse
5.
Scare my friends social dysfunction makes me hide n be afraid n your malfunction makes me sabotage the day corporate prison rapes my soul 8 hours a day chemical addiction melts my brains n mind away melts my brains n mind away melts my brains n mind away psycho: i hug myself all the time perverse: close my eyes pretend im blind disturbed: all I think is dirty words blacked out: 2morrow I pretend im fine I scare my friends enuff mental malfunction: i spin n while the days away while political agenda corrupts the minds of youth 2day spiritual affliction: i have no soul 2 sell anyway chemical addiction melts my brains and mind away melts my brains and mind away… oblivion: u wont 4get I cant recall defense: it’s easier 2 build up wall sicko: I rape myself when i close my eyes suicide: 2morrow I pretend im fine i scare my friends enuff beat up myself all the time I lost myself, lost my mind i scared my friends scared enough i hug myself all the time once in awhile I feel fine Ive scare myself scared enuff
6.
'iz-my-ill 05:15
‘Z-my-ill (smile) once upon a time everythin yeah it was fine once in a while i smile like a lil child mayb sumday everythin would b ok maybe sumtime everythin it would b fine once in awhile smile like a lil child this is not me this is aint my life please come take me this is aint my life once upon a time everythin yea it was fine once in awhile smile like a lil child ………
7.
Dig my own grave Now are end of days Not your should to save I dig my own grave Caste down Lost fate I should have known better Doing what I’m supposed to Disguise my faith from you I look alive But I’m dead Dig my own grave Now are end of days Not your blame, I’m shamed I dig my own grave Thank you for your blessing/ ass kicking It makes me be stronger This is the happy ending That I’m supposed to see My brains decorate the walls Dig my own grave Now are end of days Not your blame, I’m shamed I dig my own grave Ain’t no happy ending Have a happy ending Aint no happy ending Dig my own grave Now are end of days Not your blame, I’m shamed I dig my own grave
8.
i-2-i 05:28
i2i (r-me of 1) strapped down tight wish 4 death @ night face2face i2i reaper grins with delight …standin as an r.me of 1 I hide plain site we never seen i-2-i luv u but im paralyzed fooled by the tricks in my mind voices shatter mind pray 2 god again 4 life breath2breath i close my eyes a kiss of death b my d.light … to fall in a grave 4 1. I hide plain site we never seen i-2-i luv u but im paralyzed fooled by the tricks in my mind If u died 2night who would cry? u aint my friend now embrace yr doom sacred nuthin silent vigil these words live til dust
9.
10.
Ode 04:04
damn u 2 hell if it was up 2 me yr serpentine tongue spits lies n deceit when u die ill be laughing @ yr grave while karma kicks u in2 place do on2 others as u want done pathetic poser is yr fn Swan Song people like u have fucked this place u’re the downfall of r human race see u in hell now uve got yrself 2 blame even nailed me 2 the cross my anthem remains the same hows yr paradise lost? if its up 2 me ud burn in hell but u aint worth much not even a soul 2 sell masquerade around the apple of my eye truth kills now I will watch u die u made yr bed now lay in it its not my fault its a heap of shit as stories go we were thick as thieves just a graveyard of bitches no tombstone please burn in hell now uve got yrself 2 blame even nailed me 2 the cross my anthem remains the same hows yr paradise lost? FUCK YOU n the ass u rode in on, u probably fucked that 2!
11.
mortl n.m.e. 04:24
mortl nme pay back is a bitch with vengeance i watch u twitch n squirm as u fall apart karma finishes what u start death becomes u fine in fire 2 boil is a long time lie cheat steal kick u when u r down what comes around comes around right back. never forget never regret look in2 my eyes the end has come, yr time is done know that u r mine never forget never regret look in2 my eyes the end has come i have won know that u have met yr mortl nme out of my life get out my of life 1 of us has got2 die Mortl.
12.
SiNiCl 05:49
SiNiCl-force 2 be wreckoned cant separate myself from darkness cant separate myself from pain some folk call me General Skeletal. @ times i think im generally insane born in2 a world of disaster walking in a land of hate n rage wakened 2 a place where compassion is last here i cant relax while songs remain the same hate the hate, love the hater hate the sin, love the sinner fight the fight, love the fighter stand 4 honor, take the shot i-4-i a blindmans plot all 4 1, 1 4 all things are impossible until they r not can’t separate 1self from karma the truth steamrolls like a train only fools believe escape possible faulty notions like diverting rain born in2 a place of dishonor thriving in a land with acid rain welcomed 2 the world, kindness is 4gotten i will rot be4 letting sleeping dogs lay hate the hate, ill hate the hater damn the sin, i damn the sinner fight good fight, fight the strong stand 4 honor, stand up 2 wrong i-4-i fight fire with fire be a skeptic/sinic, the night shows long hate is impossible until its gone force 2 be wreckoned
13.
Smudge 07:47
loathe abhor despise u u hate everything n me day it twists n turns 2 knives all in the back of the corner of the mind blood in my name awe u got me wrong u got me fooled in yr idiots town hung drawn n quarter in the corners of the mind i declare im not the phoenix of war all just for yr shitstorm kiss it goodbye as its welcoming i hope u sleep at night as its wakened me i hope that u r alive as its killing me i hope this mends everything as its broken me it has broken me

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After an epic saga of line up changes, witches, babies, near death combat, a stint of blindness and people jumping out of burning buildings. “Hug Myself…All the Time” is finally here!

"This long awaited release is a nod to our stonerrock roots, but takes it further, harder, darker. The riffs are massive. It has large beautiful parts and thrashes all at the same time!” says Sina.

The album is the masterful studio creation of BOTTOM, co-produced by Sina d'Crime and Billy Anderson (Mr. Bungle, Neurosis, Sleep, Melvins, HighOnFire). We credit Billy Anderson as the fifth Beatle for obvious reasons. Plus, he did jump out of a burning building with the only copy!

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released July 10, 2014

Sina : Lungs+Axe+Volume
Kevn Hardicus : Low Tones
Kevin Swartz : Battery - Tracks: 3,4,5,10
Chris Colebourn : Trap+Samples - Tracks: 1,2,6,7,8,11,12,13
Magali Sanscartier : Gypsy Fiddle - Tracks: 6,12
Billy Anderson : Doom Vox, 5th Beatle- Tracks 1,11

Co-Produced by Sina & Billy Anderson - Tracks: 1,2,6,7,8,9,11,12,13
Engine-Eared by Billy Anderson
Recorded @Sharkbite Oakland CA
Mixed @Sharkbite Oakland CA & Everything HZ Portland OR

Produced by Sina - Tracks: 3,4,5,10
Engineered by Tecate Rob Preston
Recorded @GetReel San Francisco CA

Mastered by Tecate Rob @GetReel, SF, CA
Music by BOTTOM. Lyrics by Sina
“A Perfect Vacuum” painting courtesy of Jeremey Geddes
Artwork by Sina

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nate: rumble.growl
kevin: battery

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